Thank you for reading and commenting! Great to connect. I have been thinking about this more.. one unintended and permanent consequence is that those of us who experienced this can never forget. We have been in a way - to be ironic just for fun - “vaccinated”. Metaphorically, not against covid. Against authoritarianism! We will forever see it for what it is. And we won’t comply.
Gobsmacked is right! I know there was money given to companies for covid, at one point a list was posted somewhere where you could look up which companies received “relief funding”, which I imagine had strings attached.
You can go to the WEF web site and look up member and partner companies. Most large financial services companies are on there. Large consulting companies. Tech.. it is a very broad membership. Not sure how strong the allegiance is there in terms of what partner companies get but... imagine it is something given the success they have had in recruiting all the bigs.
Also companies who are categorized as federal contractors, like my former employer, work hard to win business from the govt. So.. not without consequence to go against the policy of a large, valuable buyer of your services.
I’m so glad you wrote this all down. Now that we are on the other side of this genocide , to go back and read what you and so many had to suffer through as the unwashed makes my blood boil . Thank you for fighting and getting the heck out of California.
Thank you for reading! It feels unreal to me sometimes, too. Yet still raw also.. I feel it is important to document. Yes, this REALLY happened. It did.
I just found you today....we are kindred spirits, except my exemption was not accepted. Neither my medical exemption nor my religious exemption were deemed worthy of consideration. God has been with me throughout, giving me guidance, giving me strength, showing me He has a plan......but yes the anger and the rage, I so relate. I will come back later with more of my story, if you are interested.
It is all on my Substack, which I started last July. God's got this. And I am seeking restoration of rights from my former employer. Early days (if it can be early days a year after filing) but God has given clear signs He is on my side. He also gave me 2023 to work through much of the rage. It still comes back in moments, but it isn't the burning hot coals that impacted all elements of my life anymore. I do it all with the courage and strength He gives.
For there is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, and nothing concealed that will not be known or brought out into the open. Luke 8:17
Thank you Mary! This means a lot to hear. It’s not just me.. there were a half dozen other women at my workplace who found each other and helped each other through, and many more impacted, who probably suffered alone. It was a very difficult thing to experience.
I am very much preoccupied with the questions of guilt and responsibility and likely to return to it a few more times (like in the post I am writing now.
I very much empathize with you, having lost my access to nonprofit events where I earned my income over this f’in toxic sludge injection mandate. Thanks for writing this.
I saw an RFK Jr speech from 2021 that laid out how they had wargamed this over the years, with event 201 being the most recent and most predictive of what happened with Covid. He said they were drilling on how to take totalitarian control, censorship, and narratives. That was a great revelation and I am grateful for it.
However in spite of that I, like you, am still gobsmacked at how all of the people with positions of power could turn so cold hearted and evil in spite of evidence against the shots that was available and brought up by employees seeking exemptions. There must be some hidden levers of coercion, or large bribes involved. If the latter I’d love to know from whom, and how much. I’ve asked a lot of Substackers but no one yet has been able to give me an answer.
Thank you for sharing your heartfelt story with so much honesty. Many of us have felt the same way in shock, disappointment , and disillusionment. While carrying grudges and thoughts of revenge usually hurt the owner the most, I also find that anger is a powerful motivator for making needed changes. Once corrective actions are taken, then forgiveness naturally follows as a consequence of learning and serving a greater good. Expecting forgiveness too soon binds up and interferes with the process of healing.
Hospitals got paid for covid deaths, remdesivir, and ventilators. over $500k per patient. Businesses that accepted PPP loans or other covid money had to comply with cdc guidelines or else. Most likely, your ceo got golden handcuffs where he had to violate your rights and break the law, legally and ethically, in order to keep the money for the business.
Sorry I didn’t see this. In Canada hospitals get so much a patient,
From the government, a lot more if they had covid which is why ‘all sick people had covid’, sometimes to the detriment of the patients actual illness. A lot of the money to run the hospitals is donated. So what ever the donators want they get.
I know how hard it was to drop out of that group but you absolutely did the right thing. I felt that exact loneliness in a group of moms whose daughters all attend Vanderbilt University with my daughter and my tennis team who I thought were all like me. These Vandy moms are very intelligent, a few are doctors the rest all have high end career’s except a few of us. Because of 2020, we were all very close.
In the fall of 2021, we were at a dinner during move in and they were all talking about the vaccine at the table. I researched it all early on and knew I would never take it. I also had covid in late January of 2020 and developed chest pain on the third day of it. I saw my heart doctor (I am an athlete and only had heart doctor for a checkup I got at age 50 and had a zero calcium score and excellent heart health). Anyway, I also tested negative for flu but had flu symptoms. I went to this doctor and after tests she said I had mild viral heart inflammation and not to worry about it. So I didn’t but it was a very scary feeling when it hit.
I read early on spike caused this inflammation and the vaccine generated spike so I was like nope!!! I told my family not to get it and all were on board except for one of my kids. Anyway, one of the doctors my asked me straight out which vaccine I took Pfizer or Moderna? An obvious ploy to learn my vaccine status. I said, neither, I am naturally vaccinated. The group gasped. I said I had already had it and had natural immunity. The doctor said, I have had patients who have gotten it again. I said have any died. She said no. I said it’s EAU and not properly tested. Anyway, they all kinda shunned me except for two but didn’t shut me all the way out. Now many of them have confided in me they wished they hadn’t gotten vaccinated.
I had to drop off my tennis team because they all appalled I didn’t get vaccinated. Tammy of them have health problems now. It’s hard and lonely to stand alone. These tennis girls now have all come back to me and wish they had made my choice.
Anyway, all of us who stood alone against this moment in time are friends and linked forever.
What a powerful post! I'm new to your Stack and glad I found it.
You mention this:
"....chiropractor who wrote “A Beautiful Spiral” forgiving the person who attacked and raped her."
I am intrigued. Did a google search and couldn't find anything. Would you be willing to point me towards more details about the attack and resulting forgiveness?
Did not realize until watching this clip that my employer was likely following the federal mandate which did NOT allow for testing. Also notable Biden states we need to “protect vaccinated workers from unvaccinated”
So great to have met you tonight. Thank you for sharing your story, your outrage, your reality. You're a great writer. I've read 2 so far. It's late and I'm weary-eyed but I don't want to end on a cliff-hanger so as you say "On to Part 2..."
Thank you for reading and commenting! Great to connect. I have been thinking about this more.. one unintended and permanent consequence is that those of us who experienced this can never forget. We have been in a way - to be ironic just for fun - “vaccinated”. Metaphorically, not against covid. Against authoritarianism! We will forever see it for what it is. And we won’t comply.
Gobsmacked is right! I know there was money given to companies for covid, at one point a list was posted somewhere where you could look up which companies received “relief funding”, which I imagine had strings attached.
You can go to the WEF web site and look up member and partner companies. Most large financial services companies are on there. Large consulting companies. Tech.. it is a very broad membership. Not sure how strong the allegiance is there in terms of what partner companies get but... imagine it is something given the success they have had in recruiting all the bigs.
Also companies who are categorized as federal contractors, like my former employer, work hard to win business from the govt. So.. not without consequence to go against the policy of a large, valuable buyer of your services.
Reading this makes me burn with rage right along with you. I'm glad you moved away from Cali. Unbelievable.
I’m so glad you wrote this all down. Now that we are on the other side of this genocide , to go back and read what you and so many had to suffer through as the unwashed makes my blood boil . Thank you for fighting and getting the heck out of California.
Thank you for reading! It feels unreal to me sometimes, too. Yet still raw also.. I feel it is important to document. Yes, this REALLY happened. It did.
I just found you today....we are kindred spirits, except my exemption was not accepted. Neither my medical exemption nor my religious exemption were deemed worthy of consideration. God has been with me throughout, giving me guidance, giving me strength, showing me He has a plan......but yes the anger and the rage, I so relate. I will come back later with more of my story, if you are interested.
i dont know how i missed your comment! would love to hear your story ❤️
It is all on my Substack, which I started last July. God's got this. And I am seeking restoration of rights from my former employer. Early days (if it can be early days a year after filing) but God has given clear signs He is on my side. He also gave me 2023 to work through much of the rage. It still comes back in moments, but it isn't the burning hot coals that impacted all elements of my life anymore. I do it all with the courage and strength He gives.
For there is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, and nothing concealed that will not be known or brought out into the open. Luke 8:17
Thank you! ❤️Subscribed. Will read soon as I can...
Even though I know parts of your story, to see it laid out like this absolutely infuriates me. "On the wrong side of history." Uh huh. We shall see.
So glad you're writing all of this down. Sooo much better for your health! :-) On to Part 2...
Thank you Mary! This means a lot to hear. It’s not just me.. there were a half dozen other women at my workplace who found each other and helped each other through, and many more impacted, who probably suffered alone. It was a very difficult thing to experience.
You might be interested in my rage on the subject:
https://zorkthehun.substack.com/p/amnesty-really
And btw, I love the name of your blog....
Wow that is intense! And a reminder of how similar covid policies in the US were to communist reigns years ago.
I am very much preoccupied with the questions of guilt and responsibility and likely to return to it a few more times (like in the post I am writing now.
You may want to check https://zorkthehun.substack.com/p/my-little-sister-the-mass-murderer
...still, on the same subject
I very much empathize with you, having lost my access to nonprofit events where I earned my income over this f’in toxic sludge injection mandate. Thanks for writing this.
I saw an RFK Jr speech from 2021 that laid out how they had wargamed this over the years, with event 201 being the most recent and most predictive of what happened with Covid. He said they were drilling on how to take totalitarian control, censorship, and narratives. That was a great revelation and I am grateful for it.
However in spite of that I, like you, am still gobsmacked at how all of the people with positions of power could turn so cold hearted and evil in spite of evidence against the shots that was available and brought up by employees seeking exemptions. There must be some hidden levers of coercion, or large bribes involved. If the latter I’d love to know from whom, and how much. I’ve asked a lot of Substackers but no one yet has been able to give me an answer.
Thanks and look forward to part II.
Thank you for sharing your heartfelt story with so much honesty. Many of us have felt the same way in shock, disappointment , and disillusionment. While carrying grudges and thoughts of revenge usually hurt the owner the most, I also find that anger is a powerful motivator for making needed changes. Once corrective actions are taken, then forgiveness naturally follows as a consequence of learning and serving a greater good. Expecting forgiveness too soon binds up and interferes with the process of healing.
It’s true. We are just numbers out there.
Also it’s easy to see who is paying for the hospitals…..they have no choice.
I am not in health care.. curious.. can you elaborate on who pays hospitals? Trying to understand how this all works.
Hospitals got paid for covid deaths, remdesivir, and ventilators. over $500k per patient. Businesses that accepted PPP loans or other covid money had to comply with cdc guidelines or else. Most likely, your ceo got golden handcuffs where he had to violate your rights and break the law, legally and ethically, in order to keep the money for the business.
Thank you! Perhaps my CEO was obligated.. either way he was also nearly gleeful in his quest to make us all comply. and relentless
Sorry I didn’t see this. In Canada hospitals get so much a patient,
From the government, a lot more if they had covid which is why ‘all sick people had covid’, sometimes to the detriment of the patients actual illness. A lot of the money to run the hospitals is donated. So what ever the donators want they get.
Ah yes got it. Thank you
I know how hard it was to drop out of that group but you absolutely did the right thing. I felt that exact loneliness in a group of moms whose daughters all attend Vanderbilt University with my daughter and my tennis team who I thought were all like me. These Vandy moms are very intelligent, a few are doctors the rest all have high end career’s except a few of us. Because of 2020, we were all very close.
In the fall of 2021, we were at a dinner during move in and they were all talking about the vaccine at the table. I researched it all early on and knew I would never take it. I also had covid in late January of 2020 and developed chest pain on the third day of it. I saw my heart doctor (I am an athlete and only had heart doctor for a checkup I got at age 50 and had a zero calcium score and excellent heart health). Anyway, I also tested negative for flu but had flu symptoms. I went to this doctor and after tests she said I had mild viral heart inflammation and not to worry about it. So I didn’t but it was a very scary feeling when it hit.
I read early on spike caused this inflammation and the vaccine generated spike so I was like nope!!! I told my family not to get it and all were on board except for one of my kids. Anyway, one of the doctors my asked me straight out which vaccine I took Pfizer or Moderna? An obvious ploy to learn my vaccine status. I said, neither, I am naturally vaccinated. The group gasped. I said I had already had it and had natural immunity. The doctor said, I have had patients who have gotten it again. I said have any died. She said no. I said it’s EAU and not properly tested. Anyway, they all kinda shunned me except for two but didn’t shut me all the way out. Now many of them have confided in me they wished they hadn’t gotten vaccinated.
I had to drop off my tennis team because they all appalled I didn’t get vaccinated. Tammy of them have health problems now. It’s hard and lonely to stand alone. These tennis girls now have all come back to me and wish they had made my choice.
Anyway, all of us who stood alone against this moment in time are friends and linked forever.
Yes isn’t THAT the truth!!?! How wonderful that they came around to understand and respect your position. Most days I have stopped waiting.
What a powerful post! I'm new to your Stack and glad I found it.
You mention this:
"....chiropractor who wrote “A Beautiful Spiral” forgiving the person who attacked and raped her."
I am intrigued. Did a google search and couldn't find anything. Would you be willing to point me towards more details about the attack and resulting forgiveness?
https://www.amazon.com/Beautiful-Spiral-Story-Healers-Journey/dp/1480270628
THANK YOU so much.
Hi so nice to connect! Let me see what I can find..
Unvaxxed,here..I know how you feel
Thank you!
🤗♥️
Did not realize until watching this clip that my employer was likely following the federal mandate which did NOT allow for testing. Also notable Biden states we need to “protect vaccinated workers from unvaccinated”
https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=youtu.be&fbclid=IwAR1lTcW03FfPywNlAF59CofCX97cY2MnrbUH2Tpc4jqzjiQmVJmzxMpeL7U_aem_Afd8t8zxRDzb8Q--XvJMvApW6me6mcPLrRnTyMGjrDlx4bUkOTcbow_Jv8t6pBUzEso&si=7CVls5bW8T-w31sN&v=N0sVBhQpmLU&mibextid=Zxz2cZ
So great to have met you tonight. Thank you for sharing your story, your outrage, your reality. You're a great writer. I've read 2 so far. It's late and I'm weary-eyed but I don't want to end on a cliff-hanger so as you say "On to Part 2..."